I am now in it.
Oh joy.
Showing posts with label Katie's Story. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Katie's Story. Show all posts
Friday, January 23, 2009
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
clomid - day #2
Still absolutely no side effects. Keep your fingers crossed for me that I can make it through the whole five days without any of the nasty possibilities rearing their ugly heads...
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Clomid - Day One
Took my first dose of the clomid last night. I was REALLY worried about side effects, but so far I feel 100% normal.
This is good.
I'll keep you posted.
This is good.
I'll keep you posted.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Can she do it? Yes, she can!
Interestingly, I am finding that my resolve to have another baby has grown even stronger since my last, very disappointing miscarriage earlier this month.
Monday, December 15, 2008
A miscarriage dispatch: let's begin again
I thought it was today, but my doctor's appointment is actually tomorrow. It will be my first post-(this) miscarriage meeting with my doctor, and basically, I want to throw out everything we've been doing and start over.
I want to start from square one, and for the first time, I want my OB-GYN, as well as the reproductive endocronologist to whom I'll be asking for a referral to see me as a patient with a real, specific, chronic problem - recurrent pregnancy loss- instead of a regular patient who just happens to have had the random bad luck to miscarry over and over and over again. I want to organize a case management approach to my care, with my OB-GYN, whom I really like, acting as point person - coordinating things.
After a lot of thought, I have also decided that if I do get pregnant again, I will not be returning to the perinatal group I've been seeing each time pregnancy has been confirmed previously. I like the doctors tremendously, as well as the office staff. I believe they are really great with high risk pregnancies after 20 weeks - probably the best in town. But they seem completely unwilling to take more aggressive action for me and my earlier losses, even though I am now 41 years old, and have now had eight miscarriages in the past three years. I think that since I have had one successful pregnancy during that time, they just figure that if we keep trying, something will eventually "stick," and we'll get us a baby, but I honestly don't have time any more for that laissez faire approach. For example, they insist that despite my MTHFR and PAI genetic issues, I do not need early treatment with lovenox or heparin because my homecysteine and PAI levels tested normal. But there are many doctors who now believe that all women with recurrent losses, and the pre-existing genetic thrombophilia issues DO need lovenox injections. Additionally, I think I likely need to start taking progesterone supplements BEFORE I get a positive pregnancy test, as opposed to afterward. And they won't prescribe it until I am actually pregnant.
So anyway, I am going to see my OB-GYN tomorrow, and ask that we start from scratch here regarding my problem. I am going to request that we immediately try a low dose of clomid in order to try for a "better" ovulation, and I am going to ask to be immediately referred to a reproductive endocrinologist. If I do manage to get pregnant again, I will need to have my regular OB-GYN help me find another perinatal group who will take a more hands-on approach in managing my care. Again, it will make me sad to leave the group I've used before, because I really do like them a lot. But you can't keep doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results, right?
Last, I have to say I am pretty nervous about trying the clomid. Some of the possible side effects sound pretty unpleasant, and I will be honest, I do NOT want to end up with twins. But I think the potential benefit outweighs the risks.
Oh, and one more thing. This miscarriage was the first one where I asked the doctor to just immediately do a D&C instead of waiting to see how things would go naturally. I had one previous D&C, but it was after waiting almost a week to see if things would take care of themselves (they didn't). I have to say that I would definitely recommend the immediate D&C route. I had the easiest physical recovery I've ever had after one of my losses. I bounced right back immediately, which was really nice.
I want to start from square one, and for the first time, I want my OB-GYN, as well as the reproductive endocronologist to whom I'll be asking for a referral to see me as a patient with a real, specific, chronic problem - recurrent pregnancy loss- instead of a regular patient who just happens to have had the random bad luck to miscarry over and over and over again. I want to organize a case management approach to my care, with my OB-GYN, whom I really like, acting as point person - coordinating things.
After a lot of thought, I have also decided that if I do get pregnant again, I will not be returning to the perinatal group I've been seeing each time pregnancy has been confirmed previously. I like the doctors tremendously, as well as the office staff. I believe they are really great with high risk pregnancies after 20 weeks - probably the best in town. But they seem completely unwilling to take more aggressive action for me and my earlier losses, even though I am now 41 years old, and have now had eight miscarriages in the past three years. I think that since I have had one successful pregnancy during that time, they just figure that if we keep trying, something will eventually "stick," and we'll get us a baby, but I honestly don't have time any more for that laissez faire approach. For example, they insist that despite my MTHFR and PAI genetic issues, I do not need early treatment with lovenox or heparin because my homecysteine and PAI levels tested normal. But there are many doctors who now believe that all women with recurrent losses, and the pre-existing genetic thrombophilia issues DO need lovenox injections. Additionally, I think I likely need to start taking progesterone supplements BEFORE I get a positive pregnancy test, as opposed to afterward. And they won't prescribe it until I am actually pregnant.
So anyway, I am going to see my OB-GYN tomorrow, and ask that we start from scratch here regarding my problem. I am going to request that we immediately try a low dose of clomid in order to try for a "better" ovulation, and I am going to ask to be immediately referred to a reproductive endocrinologist. If I do manage to get pregnant again, I will need to have my regular OB-GYN help me find another perinatal group who will take a more hands-on approach in managing my care. Again, it will make me sad to leave the group I've used before, because I really do like them a lot. But you can't keep doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results, right?
Last, I have to say I am pretty nervous about trying the clomid. Some of the possible side effects sound pretty unpleasant, and I will be honest, I do NOT want to end up with twins. But I think the potential benefit outweighs the risks.
Oh, and one more thing. This miscarriage was the first one where I asked the doctor to just immediately do a D&C instead of waiting to see how things would go naturally. I had one previous D&C, but it was after waiting almost a week to see if things would take care of themselves (they didn't). I have to say that I would definitely recommend the immediate D&C route. I had the easiest physical recovery I've ever had after one of my losses. I bounced right back immediately, which was really nice.
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