Okay, I am now already officially sick of the two week wait

I'm over this already.

(And embarrassingly, I must admit that I already took a HPT. It was - not surprsingly - quite negative.)

For those of us who have miscarried repeatedly, waiting for the positive test is exciting, but also kind of scary. If we get one this month, I will then have to steel myself for the "Three Month Wait," after which I will no longer live in mortal fear each day that I will lose the baby.

But still, I'd like a positive. My due date would be October 14, which is when my eldest child was due. A good day.